In memory of a tooth.

When I was living in Washington, DC, way back in the olden times of the late 1980s, I ordered a lot of Chinese delivery from the Blue Diamond restaurant. They were a few blocks away from my Dupont Circle studio apartment and had great food. 

One day I ordered Kung Pao chicken. Mistake. Oh, it tasted great. Only thing is, the peanuts broke a tooth. I had no dentist or dental coverage, but I found a dentist a few blocks away (I think he was on the corner of Farragut and some state avenue) and I paid out of pocket (I was a poor graduate student so the Bank of Mom and Dad actally paid.) 

Why am I blogging about a dental proedure? Because yesterday I had that tooth pulled. OK, so, why is that worthy of a blog post? Aside from the fact that this is my blog and I can write whatever I please, it’s that after the tooth originally broke, it needed a root canal and a crown. It needed additional work done just before; the dentist had used a then ‘revolutionary’ tooth reconstruction substance he called ‘build up’ to hold it all together. Safe to say that after that, plus the root canal and crowning, the tooth looked like a franken-tooth. 

But it had held together since 1986. Almost everytime I did a personal inspection of my teeth, or eat nuts, I’d worry about it. I’d look in and still see it there, in all its dental weirdness. 

But my new dentist where I live now said a wall had fallen off and its days were numbered. The tooth seemed to have a different opinion as the extraction was difficult. I swear the dentist (she’s little) almost had to climb on my chest to get a better perspective and angle on the thing (it had broken during the extraction and she had little to grab onto.)

I feel a part of me is missing. OK, that IS literally true, but I meant more in a mystical, metaphysical sense. Something that I worried about for 38 years, and was a visible connection to an earlier time in my life, is now gone. Good Golly, Miss Molly, am I sentimental or what?

My old dentist also gave me a free dental cleaning as a going away present in the Summer of 1991 (I was moving to California.) I just thought I’d throw that in there.  

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Church in schism? Remember to not leave Jesus because of Judas!

I ran across some news items today regarding Archbishop Vigano, the former papal nuncio to the US, being charged with schism. I have not mentioned him before on this blog as he’s a little outside its scope, nor will I go into the details about ‘“the why’s” of the charges. For that, you can start with this article from CNA: Former U.S. nuncio Viganò to undergo Church trial for schism, rejecting Pope Francis  | Catholic News Agency.

It is unfortunate, but Vigano seems to have adopted these charges as a badge of honor: Attend a falsis prophetis – EXSURGE DOMINE Ets Foundation (In Italian, but most browsers have a translate function.)

All of this reminds me of a few posts I had written a few years ago about the possibilities of such things ocurring. We will be facing difficult times ahead; perhaps even beginning this year with possible election violence in the US. But concerning the church, there is the still lasting effects of the clerical sex abuse scandal. I am already facing “difficult times” right now that are the result of that scandal. See my Miraculous 54 Day Rosary Novena to save my parish from closure post.

Whether it is declining vocations, sex scandals, or confusion and division in the leadership causing all sorts of problems, we must remember to not leave Jesus because of Judas. (Please read that post! Thank you!)

 

Leaving the Catholic Church is the easy way out. However, if you do that, it is clear you do not realize what you are leaving. Or possibly, you do know, but lack appreciation for the implications of leaving? The Catholic Church is not one denomination amongst tens of thousands. It is the Church that Jesus Christ Himself established. It has the leadership He instituted (Pope, Bishops, priests.) It has the sacraments He instituted. You do not find them anywhere else. (The Eastern Orthodox posess them, but they are schismatic. You can attend their Divine Liturgies and receive their sacraments when no Catholic church is available, but to formally join them is to put yourself in schism. Schism incurs an excommunication, thus placing your  immortal soul in peril.)

Schism isn’t worth whatver is troubling you to ponder committing it. You’ll be taking the wrong side in the Spiritual Warfare (please read that post, too!) that is happening. This may sound weird, but in remaining within the Church, no matter how strong the desire is to leave it, you will receive tremendous graces if the pain and struggle are offered up. Doubly so if you offer the sufferings up for the conversion of  those committing the deeds you want to leave over! 

So please, don’t take the road of schism, it may seem the right thing to do, but often the Devil presents things wrapped in pretty packages that seem all right and propoer. But they conceal the damantion that could result.

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A funny thing happened while writing today’s Sacred Heart Friday post

A funny thing happened while writing today’s Sacred Heart Friday post. I was writing this (brilliant) piece in my series of posts on the Alliance of the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary and linking it to today’s feast day on the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary.

Unfortunately, after reading it and thankfully before hitting “send to blog” I noticed that it had much more to do with the Immaculate Conception of Mama Mary than her Birth. Actually, it didn’t have anything to do with her Birth.

Oops.

Yes, if I had started drafting it earlier this week I might have noticed. But I was very busy all week, especially today with stuff, and only got around to writing it tonight. 

So, no Sacred Heart Friday post for today. But there’s an utterly brilliant one scheduled to go out on Friday, December 8th!

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The Catholicpunk Manifesto (Be a militant, misfit, crazy, rebel Catholic and change the culture!)

This is a follow up to Daily Marching Orders from Mary: (Be a militant, crazy Catholic and apply your Marian Consecration!)

It basically says the same thing, but provides a different background and different examples and also doesn’t reference Marian Consecration. If you’re a Catholic who read the previous post but the Marian Consecration for some reason didn’t appeal to you (huh? How can that be?, then this might. But, still consider the tactics and points given in the other.  These two posts should be taken together. Perhaps some day I will edit and combine them into one piece.

Who? 

Whereas: 

Catholics have essentially built Western Civilization through the work of the Church; from preserving the Greek and Roman classics after the Fall of the Roman Empire, to developing political forms via the establishment of the Holy Roman Empire and the principles of feudalism and medieval guild systems; to developing the ideas that later inspired, for better or worse, the various ‘rights’ movements, to establishing the university system, the basics of the Western concepts of law and judicial procedures, the hospital system and schools: 

Whereas:

Even the so-called sins of the Church in the medieval period which begat the modern era’s foundational historical events such as:

  •  the Protestant Reformation and its bastard offsprings:  
  •   Capitalism (through the adoption of usury) 
  •   the Industrial Revolution (excesses of unrestrained Capitalism.)
  •   Socialism (bad response to the excesses of Capitalism)
  • the Enlightenment (with its removal of God from the public life and real power from thrones)  
  • The French Revolution which begat Socialism and Communism in response to the Industrial Revolution
  • the Sexual Revolution
  •  …have brought about a Catholic response to these evils by the creation of Catholic Social Thought, thus showing that God can bring Good out of Evil;

    Whereas:

     Modern civilization, if you can call it that, is rapidly decaying and collapsing due to the spread of moral relativism, modernism, acceptance and normalization of sexual depravity and the Culture of Death; the gradual decay of national sovereignty and the spread of globalism, militarism and the concentration of wealth into fewer and fewer people; 

    Resolved:

     It is high time that Catholics follow the call of St. Maximilian Maria Kolbe (the “Prophet and Sign of the Civilization of Love” and “Apostle of a New Marian Era.”) and employ mass media, forms of popular cultural expression such as literature, film, music and art to EVANGELIZE the world and show the people that there is a better way of living that is opposed to the dehumanizing, soul-crushing culture that we are experiencing today.

    What? 

    Catholicpunk is a literary and artistic movement that I am proposing that envisions a society ordered according to Catholic Social Teachings (CST), especially incorporating the Spiritual and Corporal Works of Mercy, as well as Christian Democracy, Catholic Monarchism, and any other political forms that might be derived from CST.

    The ‘-punk’ suffix as typically used in literary and artistic forms seems to suggest a countercultural, anti-establishment and anti-authoritarian ethic. ‘Cyberpunk,’ for example, would mean a future dominated by computers, AI, and technology; given that such a future is seen as dystopian, then a -punk suffix may not always advocate that future, or it may seek to find ‘ways around’ and adapt to the dystopian reality. ‘Steampunk’ is a type of retro tech future rooted in mechanical or steam tech. An obvious romantic countercultural fantasy! Other types of -punk suffixed forms follow along similarly with their specific advocacy or cautionary tales. Therefore, ‘Catholicpunk’ utilizes countercultural ethics in opposition to secularist and modernist mores and values. It is anti-establishment inasmuch as it defies the increasingly centralized authority of modern governments and corporations and is anti-authoritarian based on Catholicism’s traditional opposition to dictatorships. (Monarchies are rarely ‘dictatorships’ in the manner that republics often are.) 

    Catholicpunk views the future as one that employs a non-Capitalist and non-Socialist (Distributism, anyone?) or any other non-coercive, non-confiscatory, voluntaryist or cooperative economic model as well as Subsidiarist and Solidarist political models. Catholicpunk ignores the specific type of State a society lives under; the creative can explore a monarchist model as well as that of a republic or anything else. (See the ‘Catholic Political Thought’ section under “How?” below.) Catholicpunk’s view of the future is reflected in rejecting the modernist societal values that essentially dehumanize people. Its ‘countercultural’ expressions are rooted in solid traditional, orthodox Catholicism, it is ‘post-capitalist’ but also anti-socialist. Its ‘decolonial’ expression is found in the Subsidiarism and Solidarism. Racially, Catholicpunk views all people as intrinsically valuable individuals, each with their own uniqueness as children of God and made in His own Image. We are all brothers and sisters and any racial or ethnic differences are secondary to our individual personhood and identity and sons and daughters of God. Racial conflict is as anathema as class conflict is.

    Catholicpunk addresses how the future might look if humanity survives the contemporary social and moral collapse plaguing the Western world and the poverty and oppression prevalent in the Global South and the East. Catholicpunk illustrates how applying CST solves major contemporary challenges made by globalism, militarism, and the anti-life and sexual libertine agendas. When Catholicpunk emphasizes sustainability, it will be with an eye towards responsible management of resources so that there will be plenty for future generations, and not through restrictions on population such as aggressive birth control and abortion. People from womb-to-tomb will be viewed as resources to be cherished and valued, not as parasites or polluters. 

    Fiction, poetry, music and other art forms can be used to express its principles.

    Where?

     Given the inhospitability to Catholicism is the contemporary cultural milieu, Catholic creatives can do two things:

     • Support established publishing venues when possible.

     • Create new ones favorable to Catholicpunk.

     • Take advantage of technology and self-publish.

    When? 

    NOW!!! We’re running out of time!!!!

    Why? 

    The Church was established by Jesus Christ to save humanity by means of safeguarding and developing His teachings, as well as through the sacramental life. If what the Church says about itself is true, that Her teachings are applicable to all people in all places in all times, then there should exist a means of cultural and artistic expression that demonstrate this. The Church has theories and teachings not just on faith and morals, but how those teachings can be expressed in the political and economic sphere. 

    How? 

    The literary and artistic forms by which a work can be considered ‘Catholicpunk’ are largely based upon the degree to which the work makes use of:

     • traditional Catholic Social Teachings (the Spiritual and Corporal Works of Mercy; the Ten Commandments). Personalism, Agrarianism. Low-tech or if technological, then tech advances are tightly controlled by ethics and morality.

     • Catholic Economic Thought (particularly Distributism, but possibly also economics based on various collective or cooperative economics. If socialist, then stripped of atheism and state monopolies and command/planned economies.)

     • Catholic Political Thought (Christian Democracy, Monarchism, and any other political forms based upon Solidarism and Subsidiarity. This could include Voluntaryist and even Anarchist expressions apart from the probably more common Monarchist and Christian Democratic systems. For example, a Catholic State-less society would still have the hierarchical Church spread throughout the realms and inculcating and indoctrinating (not a bad word in this context) people in the moral code of the Ten Commandments, Beatitudes and the Works of Mercy. The Church, in guiding and instructing people about the Natural Law of Good and Evil would help establish a framework wherein which an anarchist society could develop. Anarchism is essentially a system where people practice self-governance. “I govern myself so that the government doesn’t have to.” Society would essentially govern itself by a system of social taboos and mores that would respect individual personal autonomy and self-governance. Any ‘State’ organization would be minimal and run along voluntaryist lines. NOTE: I am not personally advocating Anarchism or even Voluntarism, I’m just providing examples.

     • Catholicpunk may be expressed in any genre; but given its Catholic-centric view, may be more aligned with miscellaneous speculative fiction, fantasy and soft science-fiction genres and subgenres. Magic Realism, Catholic Triumphalism, and whatever else can all be used. The universality of Catholic doctrine proves that any literary genre can be employed. 

     • Catholicpunk is also anti-dystopian. It must be. Catholicism is a faith of Hope. Although I think it is possible that works can be about recovering from a dystopian culture. So, post-dystopian?

     • Inspired by Peter Maurin’s belief that CST can ‘build a new society within the shell of the old,’ Catholicpunk literature and music can be a blueprint for how that can be done via a natural development of society or by a resistance movement; or it can depict a mature, established Catholic civilization. 

     • But it should be considered an integral mission of Catholicpunk to be a blueprint or manual for how a Civilization of Love can be achieved.

    This is edited and adapted from the post I referenced in the first paragraph: Catholicpunkers emulate St. Maximilian Kolbe, who is acknowledged as the “Patron of Mass Media.” So, in this contemporary age we use such means as are available to us: blogs, social media and creative works like novels, short stories, poetry and visual arts to spread the aims and means of Catholicpunk. Kolbe had observed long ago that the visual arts, such as cinema and theatre, were being used to spread immoral ideas amongst the populace. Rather than shun such media as evil, he embraced the technology and the concept and worked to use it to spread moral values. His publishing empire included newspapers and magazines and books, and eventually a radio station. His friary of Niepokalanow never produced literary or cinematic works, but I believe they were eventually planned.

    Taking St. Maximilian’s suggestions of using cultural expressions to evangelize, we can visualize a future social order rooted in the Social Kingship of Christ and its various forms. We can use creative works: fiction, such as novels and shorter works; and for those inclined, videos to illustrate how the Social Kingship would look like. Do you think that Distributism is the ideal economic system? Great! Create stories in which Distributism is that model. Do you believe that Monarchism is the ideal political system? Fine! Create stories featuring a Catholic Monarchy and how it would wield power. Same for any of you anarchists and voluntarists. C’mon, quite talking about it, create worlds that typify it!

    Given St. Max’s interest in science, we should eventually endeavor to show that Religion and Science are two sides of the same coin. Divine Revelation occurs in two forms: God’s self-revelation through Sacred Scripture and the revelation of Himself through His works (the Universe and the means He used to create and sustain it.) Truth does not contradict Truth. Scientific research and investigation should be guided by moral principles. No more doing things just because we can; we should only proceed if the research can be seen to benefit the human condition in moral and ethical ways. In short, our humanity is enhanced, not sacrificed. This may include, when possible, space exploration and perhaps eventually colonization (remember that St. Max invented a plausible spaceship! [See Complete Writings!] So, perhaps stories involving space exploration of our Solar System and the Cosmos at large are in order! This fits wonderfully for those of us who have a predilection for science-fiction!

    I close with the final (edited for this piece) paragraphs of that Daily Marching Orders from Mary: (Be a militant, crazy Catholic and apply your Marian Consecration!) post: So, if you’re a Catholic with a talent for creativity, get started! Start writing or filming!! Is it crazy? Sure is! Read what Steve Jobs said about this (and yes, I know the Founder of Apple Computers was controversial in some regards and angered many by his behavior at times. Please recall the next to last petition in the Lord’s Prayer: “Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” You can’t forgive Steve? He ‘trespassed’ against you? Be careful…)

    “Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

    So be a crazy Catholicpunker misfit and rebel soldier of the Lord and change the world by showing how things can be. Cause trouble! Mother Angelica did! There are enough blogs and essay sites where people write non-fiction about Catholic culture, economics and politics. But what will it look like? Theory is one thing, the practical aspects will convince people. Show them how things can be! Disrespect the secular status quo. See things differently. Don’t listen to those who say “You can’t write that! No one will publish it!” So try self-publishing! Be a rebel! Be a Catholicpunker! Pray before writing, research as much as necessary so you at least appear to know what you’re talking about and then get to it!

    I will probably write another follow up piece to this and the “Daily Marching Orders…” post focusing on self-publishing. There are not a lot of Catholic markets for fiction. What few there are has limited space for a plethora of artists. This is why I bring up self-publishing. Perhaps that can be adapted for the “Create new ones favorable to Catholicpunk” bullet point I made above. If existing Catholic markets for fiction are not receptive to ‘Catholicpunk,’ then new online venues should be created to complement those who bypass markets and go directly to self—publishing.

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    Saint James the Greater

    I’m writing this as a way to distinguish between St. James the Greater and St. James the Less. One has a feast day which is today, July 25th. One wrote the Book of James in the New Testament. I know one of them is one of the sons of Zebedee and the brother of St. John the Evangelist and the one whose relics pilgrims who travel the Way of St. James in northwestern Spain visit. And the other isn’t. 

    Okay, so I hit the Internet. I hear it’s a decent source for information on things.

    St. James the Greater is the first of the Apostles to be martyred. Prior to that he evangelized Spain. Legend holds he wasn’t very good at it but he still loved the Spanish and after his martyrdom his disciples took his remains to Spain to be entombed there. There are numerous legends surrounding his relationship with Spain. Many modernist claim they’re all false. But that’s what modernists do. One of the legends is that the first Marian Apparition ever was to him. (Modernists really go on about denying that one!)

    Tradition says that in the early day of the Church, Saint James the Greater was spreading the Gospel in Spain, but making very little progress. He was dejected and questioning his mission. About 44, the Virgin Mary, who was still living in Jerusalem at the time, bi-located and appeared to him in a vision to boost his morale. In it, she was atop a column or pillar, which was being carried by angels. That pillar is believed to be the same one venerated in Zaragoza, Spain today. Miraculous healings reported at the scene. 

    From: CatholicSaints.Info » Blog Archive » Our Lady of the Pillar.

    You can read a lot about St. James the Greater here: CatholicSaints.Info » Blog Archive » Saint James the Greater

    There. I think I’ve finally gotten it down as to which one is which. (It helps me to remember things when I can attach the thing to another thing. So, the GREATER is attached to the blogpost.) St. James the Greater is the July 25th and Camino one. Watch me, I’ll still mix ‘em up. 

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    And so I published something on Medium today!

    Medium is a publishing platform where anyone with writing aspirations can sign up, write stuff and publish it where no one or maybe lots of someones will read it. You can also earn money. The trick to the latter is that you have to join their partnership program and for that, you need at least 100 followers. There’s a lot to it, and some of the lotness means you have to shell out money, but following someone is free. 

    This is what I published to Medium today: Two Theories on How the World Ends

    If you would be so kind as to click on the ‘follow’ link at the article, that would make me really happy. What am I going to be writing there? General oddments, some Catholic, a lot not. Nothing injurious to your Faith, of course 😉 

    Much of what I will publish there I’ve written elsewhere (like on Paul Sofranko Space).But any ‘old material’ will be edited and updated to meet the needs of a wider audience. I do have ideas for completely new stuff, so it won’t be just rehashed old stuff.

    I will be uploading and publishing some old Paul Sofranko Space stuff over the next few days.

    On another note: I’m still working out the details of the overhaul to SoberCatholic that I wrote about earlier. Change is hard and although it will be good, I usually struggle with carrying it through. All the basics have been done: the new Pages are written and ready to go, all I have to do is… do it. 

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    The pleasing nature of temptations

    The First Reading for the Mass of the First Sunday of Lent is about the Temptation of Eve.

    In it we read that the object of the temptation is pleasing to the eye, and that partaking of it will open the eyes to wisdom and knowledge. Just eating of the Tree of Life, one can transcend the limitations of knowledge and awareness and gain insights into things like God.

    Kind of like the false promise of alcohol. We’ve all been there and had that feeling: after a few drinks of vodka, rum, tequila or whatever, we seem to gain deep and profound insights into inner truths and realities. The effect is transformative: we feel more than human, perhaps god-like.

    Of course it’s false. It is just the effect of alcohol on the brain and the releasing of mental inhibitions; perhaps digging deep into the subconscious and dragging into light submerged ideas and such. Perhaps this is why many writers drink. I think Hemingway said something like “Write drunk, edit sober.”

    I fell for that trap and couldn’t get enough; probably you can relate.

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    When is something a ‘signal grace’ and when is it just an odd occurrence?

    When is something a ‘signal grace’ and when is it just an odd occurrence?

    “A ‘signal grace’ is a free gift from God (grace) that is extraordinary in nature and evident in some manner (signal). It may be a visible sign or deep interior feeling that a prayer has been answered or a direction you’ve been seeking has been given. Another name for signal grace is “God-incidence,” a play on “coincidence” as with God there are none, because God actually works in that mysterious intersection where seemingly unrelated events in space and time meet up.” I wrote that in this post on St. Rita of Cascia.

    There are times when we may confuse some random coincidence with ‘a free gift from God (grace) that is extraordinary in nature and evident in some manner.’

    I suppose then the following is not a signal grace since I wasn’t hit with any extraordinary feeling like in the St. Rita post. 

    At Mass this evening I saw a young lady get up for Holy Communion. Her hair was dyed all sorts of colors, like a rainbow. Why would that be a signal grace? She immediately reminded me of a character who appears in one unpublished short story I’ve written, and in a number of unfinished drafts. Her hair is tie-dyed many colors, like the lady in church. I connected this to possibly being a signal grace because once again, I am going through a bad period in my life wracked with self-doubt and esteem issues (I’ll be out of a job at the end of the month. Yes, in the middle of the holidays. My boss is a…. Oh, never mind.) I figured the appearance in real life (at Mass, no less) of a woman who bears a striking similarity to a fictional character I’ve created is some sort of gentle reminder from God that ‘all will be OK’ and I’ll get through this. Why He would pick a real-life rendition of one of my fictional characters is a mystery, but He has His reasons. Possibly because when I am working on my fiction, that is the only time when I feel ‘all right.’ 

    Then again, I suppose that it could have been a signal grace, just of the low-wattage variety as there may be concerns surrounding an extraordinary feeling involving my spotting another woman! 

    The fact that I am fond of this character (yes, writers can be fond of the fictional characters they create) and she’s appearing in a few stories of mine and I’ve populated her backstory with some autobiographical events in my life, may in God’s eyes indicate that she’d be ‘extraordinary’ enough to serve as a signal grace. 

    Hmmm. I am going to have to think about this.

    Incidentally, the character in question’s name is “Russia.” Nothing whatsoever to do with current events; I conceived the character in 2014 and she’s been moving about my subconscious ever since. In her backstory, she was named ‘Russia’ by Ginger, her mother. You see, Ginger got pregnant in 1968 by some guy and she was returning home to get an illegal abortion. She was in a Greyhound Bus Depot in St. Louis and was waiting for her bus for the trip home. While waiting, she spotted a discarded book on Fatima on the seat next to her. Now, Ginger was irreligious and a Communist. You’d think I’d have said ‘atheist,’ but that would be too complicated for Ginger. She just had no opinion on God’s existence and any atheism was a disbelief of convenience intended to satisfy her Marxist friends. She was a Communist simply because guys with fists upraised in righteous anger were sexy to her and their rhetoric was fascinating, when she grasped it. The funny thing is, the guy who knocked her up wasn’t a Communist. On the borderlands, but not on the inside. Another funny thing about him is that while he obviously is an antagonist in the story, (appearing only in a flashback) he’s a protagonist in many later unfinished drafts of stories. Anyway, getting this odd post back on track, while perusing the book on Fatima, she was amused that the Fatima seers mistook ‘Russia’ as a name for a woman. They were so ignorant that they never heard of the country. Later, she decides to name the unborn child ‘Russia’ as a sort of concession to her new-found faith (the whole experience gets her started on converting to Catholicism) and an odd tribute to her Marxist past. (In case this story ever does get published, I didn’t spoil the ending; I think it is obvious to anyone reading the story that she’ll decide against having the abortion. The fun of the story is the path she took to get there.)

    I submitted the story to the one Catholic outlet that I know exists for fiction.  They rejected it. I didn’t bother submitting it elsewhere; it’s too Catholic for any other fiction publisher. It may get self-published in some manner.

    I’m currently taking forever in writing a novel in which Russia appears. She’s now 26 (the novel is set in 1995). She had dropped out of high school at 16 and has mostly lived an itinerant life; dwelling with her Mom’s ex-hippy friends or renting rooms in houses and doing odd jobs. She appears in my story on the run from a disastrous family situation (Ginger is dying and Russia’s bitchy older sister is making her life a living hell over things.) She winds up staying in the eccentric little beach town getting a job as a folk singer in a lakefront dive and shortly thereafter an intriguing job in a thrift shop. It gets complicated after that. 

    Russia, her mother Ginger, the guy who impregnated Ginger, other characters I haven’t mentioned and the places they live are all a part of a series of novels and shorter works attempting to work out the Spiritual and Corporal Works of Mercy. Each story has something to do with one or more of them. I really need to dedicate more time to these. 

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    AA’s “Big Book, 5th Edition is going to be a thing, I guess

    I received an email today from someone who thought I’d be interested in this bit of news: Welcome to the Big Book Fifth Edition story submission page! | Alcoholics Anonymous.

    I was! Apparently some of my wondering in this post: Hypothetical 5th Edition of the Big Book to have major changes? is coming true. There will be an update to AA’s basic text this decade. However, all the worrying by some people that the ‘First 164 pages’ (i.e. the classic program of recovery spelled out by AA co-founder Bill W.) will be changed has come to naught. According to this quote:

    In that spirit, the 2021 General Service Conference recommended that “a Fifth Edition of the Big Book, Alcoholics Anonymous, be developed, including an update of stories to better reflect the current membership, keeping in mind the 1995 Advisory Action:

    “The first 164 pages of the Big Book, Alcoholics Anonymous, the Preface, the Forewords, ‘The Doctor’s Opinion’, ‘Dr. Bob’s Nightmare”, and the Appendices remain as is.”

    Source (a pdf file you can download): STORY SOLICITATION.

    So, it seems that they’re going to leave the classic program of recovery untouched. Oh, well. Hopefully the archaic language and century-old thinking on alcoholism doesn’t spell doom for AA. Perhaps they are quietly ‘thinking ahead’ and anticipating a 6th Edition in 2039 (the centennial anniversary of the 1st Edition of the Big Book) and will update the First 164 then. I just hope it won’t be too late after people have abandoned AA for other, more relevant recovery programs that adapt as time moves forward. I can see it now: a majority of AA Home Groups are dominated by people with decades of sobriety and they’re all at least 50 years old and wondering where the young ex-drunks are. 

    One personal note: this news originally came out several months ago. The deadline for submitting stories is 31 Oct 2022. One week away! I guess I’m not ‘tuned into’ AA news like I thought. I am sufficiently active on In the Rooms to have heard it there, assuming they would mention such a thing. No matter. I won’t be submitting any story; I doubt they’d accept a story from someone who’s program of recovery is Holy Mass, the other Sacraments, spiritual reading, the Matt Talbot Way, and online recovery (and who last attended a F2F AA meeting in early 2014.) I do hope there’s 1 or 2 (or even 3!) personal stories that focus on online recovery! If they update the Personal Stories section of the Big Book to reflect the current membership, then online recovery has to be represented. Especially as it was critically important to many during the COVID lockdowns!

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    John Paul II, I love you

    Today is the feast day of Pope St. John Paul II. He acceded to the throne of St. Peter on this day in 1978; I was 15 years old. He died on April 2, 2005; I was 42. A lot happened to me in between those ages. I would have loved to have lived a different life in which Pope John Paul II was a constant fixture in it, but that was not to be. I left the Church in 1987 and returned in 2002, so I missed 15 years of his papacy.

    The fact that his writings remain and I have almost all of them is a consolation. (Now to do the reading of them!)

    I never met Pope John Paul II. However, I do have an odd personal connection to him. I may have written about this before but a quick search did not find it. When he was dying I was a part of the vast global audience watching the vigil in St. Peter’s Square. It was a Saturday afternoon and I also wanted to go to Confession. I left for it and figured the vigil would still be going on. But no, when I returned home after Confession and a few errands I learned that he had died right after I left. I found out the exact time he died and in my head backtracked my travels that afternoon and guesstimated the time spent at each and came to the really interesting conclusion that John Paul had died when I was in the Confessional, give or take 2-3 minutes before or after.

    I like to think that he was facing his Particular Judgement at the same time I was getting absolution.

    So, while I admire all of those people who had a personal audience with him, or who saw him being driven past them in his Popemobile during one of his many travels around Earth, I think I got one on you. He was meeting Jesus at the same time Jesus was absolving me of my sins (through the priest.) I don’t recall what my penance was, but I assume Jesus just ushered JP2 right on through. “Well done, my good and faithful servant. Enter into the Kingdom prepared for you since the beginning. Mom is right over there holding the Gates open for you.” And behind Jesus by the Gates is the Blessed Virgin Mary with a smile waving her arm at John Paul II to get him inside.

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